|Apr 12 2012|
Up at 341 am. took meds.
General feeling mediocrity. I'll start morning swimming next week. I'm going to attempt to ride my bike today if it doesn't rain.
I'm not enjoying living with this mental illness anymore. Not satisfactory, not happy.
I've been a good person my whole life and ended up in shit. I will continue to be a good person no matter what so I guess that means I will continue to end up in shit. I look back and care to repeat nothing of my life.
Hell on earth. blah.
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