feeling wrong... |
Feb 28 2009 |
Lately I've been feeling wrong.. like something inside is broken and I cant get to it to fix it. I know it's there, but I cant reach it. I know we all feel this way sometimes and sometimesthe feeling's just stronger than others, but when does it end? I've been struggling and broken for weeks now. I put on a good face and try my best to do what's right, to say what's right, but I always stumble and fall. Falling into this pit of despair and self loathing. Is it the self loathing that has me feeling so broken? I'm not sure. There are times when I just feel numb. Like you could pierce my heart and I wouldn't feel a thing. I am used to being cast aside.. I am used to going from something to nothingness in a blink of an eye. Why does this hurt so bad? I am well trained and I know how to manage the nothingness but today I struggle and the nothingness wraps around me like a cold blanket.
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countrymouse, you have a warm heart, and you are a great friend. you have helped me so much, i am here for you whenever you need to talk. i'm sending you an electric blanket ....... did you get it... to warm you up. {{{hugs}}} you are important and not alone.
so sorry you're feeling this way 
how are your meds?
how are your meds? 
countrymouse, I'm sorry you are feeling down about yourself. You have such good things to share with us. It's okay to be yourself because you are good, and valuable as a person.
Cm .
I am sorry you feel this way . I hope that this too shall pass quickly . In the mentime is there anything you can do for a pick me up?
I am sorry you feel this way . I hope that this too shall pass quickly . In the mentime is there anything you can do for a pick me up?
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