|Oct 07 2009|
Today I started out eating right. I am supposed to increase my enzyme usage, but didn't. I also didn't drink enough water, too much diet coke as usual. INstead of going home like I should I went shopping again. I keep running away from my sadness by spending money even though I know I am letting myself down and hiding it from my husband. I want to do better and be happy, but everything is so hard and doesn't look like it will ever get any easier. It's been a long day.
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