Brain herx ... whoopie ... |
Jun 30 2011 |
It started yesterday, getting worse throughout the day. I didn't think much of it at the time -- I've been feeling bad for so long it that it seemed pretty normal.
Woke up okaydespite not sleeping well. Three hour later I had to coax myself into the shower, mumbling to myself "after a hot shower, you'll feel much better."
Called Dr. J. to let him know the ritalin stopped working. I was hoping he'd give me something stronger; instead he told me to stop taking it all thoughter. Bah . . .
16 days until the MCAT. I haven't studied in the past 2 weeks. I'm really scared I'm going to fail a 265 dollar test.
The pain in my head is pretty bad. I'm hoping it's not as bad tomorrow, be I fear it will be worse.
Body is twitchy too.
I really hope I don't fail this test. I'm so scared. Don't know what else I can do.
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My body has been twitching as well which is very strange feeling. I also get rigidity like my entire body is stiff and i have to try to let it relax but it doesnt work. I took myself off the Metadate (like ritalin) because I am worried it is contributing although I never had a problem with it in the past.
I dont know how I would get through a huge exam like that. I can barely hang onto my job!! I have had to get all kinds of things to help me stay focused and organized.
This is such a freakish disease I am trying not to lose hope of ever being my normal self again.
I leave it in Gods hands..
Patty