"I've been a grateful member here for over 4 yrs this place has changed my life of course for the better, coming to the groups has enabled me to no longer feel so alone. As a group leader for the Bipolar Support group I can relate to others and am expressing my experience strength and hope and this is very rewarding, I've also made many supportive friends here whom I talk to some daily. I used to have a lot of 'lows' since becoming member here at MdJunction I no longer have these lows." (Dit)
Just being is hard |
Dec 30 2008 |
Filling The Void |
Dec 29 2008 |
A spark of creativity |
Dec 29 2008 |
I have done a bit of drawing tonight, asked some musicians if they want to form a band with me and am staying over at my best friend's house tonight. I have not known him that long (three years) but I feel i have known him all my life.
That is the the funny thing with depression - it distorts time and slows it down, so a year of depression feels like 5 years.
I am a bit happier
Living Hell |
Dec 29 2008 |
I feel today as if I am in a living hell. I still havn't eaten, so the plan today is to go and eat at a cafe and maybe go for a walk, do some shopping, get my haircut and go to an aa meeting. Oflate I have felt pretty lost in this world, like I don't know what to do or where to go. I am glad this forum is here. I woke earlier with horrible thoughts of being weak and incapable and lost a
Hungry tired and depressed |
Dec 28 2008 |
Well, I'm hungry but can't be bothered eating. I have been researching bi-polar like crazy online the past few days. I need to do something; I have been depressed for 12 months. Depression is no fun. We all want to be happy. I do, don't you? Tiny, little things have been bugging me for months. I have been wondering if there is a god of small things that I could pray to. I pray every
