This is the day after Easter and marks the anniversary of my operation two years ago to remove a major tumor in the small bowel.  I remember 2006 with fear, relief, and worry.  Many, many feelingsthat surround me even now two years after the diagnosis, I have many unanswered questions and concerns.  I still wonder if I should change doctors.  The doctor has been good to me, but I feel so alone.  I mean ALONE.