christian's diary

I have had a lot of problems in my life I used to cut myself, burn, starve myself, and think about running away and suicide. I just recently was tested for bi polar disorder and found out i have it andi have major depression. i was put on anti depressants and they really work but they make me feel like a freak and they make me think others think I'm a freak it hurts me all my life i have been a disappointment to my family and now i feel like the freak.