its about 12:30 and I am STILL in bed. Taking a shower just seems like  so much energy output.  I am just past halfway in doing my effudex treatments.  I have been having side effects, headaches, nausea and SEVERE fatigue, along with cramping, burning and a discharge. All the laying in bed from the fatigue is really doing a number on my back and neck. 

  I am so sick of being sick and sick of not being able to just wake up, like a normal person and just go do the things that need to be done.  I know its not this way every day and probably has a whole lot to do with the cancer and its treatment.

  I wish  I were more like those "warrior women" that go through cancer and even worse chemo/rads and still make it to the PTA meetings the gym and have dinner on the table in her perfectly clean house....grrr

  Ahh well, I suppose I should just quit bitching and be happy about what I do have.  Off to the shower