Caprice Muir

I have been visiting my real dad and step-mother for the last few weeks four days a week. They decided to join my religion and it has been a real emotional roller coaster for me. My step-mother has becomemy best friend and support. I am just feeling love that is unconditional for the first time in my life. My husband loves me but it feels conditionally. I have to do what he wants. So this new adventure for them is very exciting and shock me by therir decision. I am happy for them. I know that it will help us become closer  and knit our family together more. I also had my first Dad and me picture done and step- mother and me, plus the four of us (includes my husband). I have a very special pisture of my Dad kissing me on my cheek.  I am overwhelm with random thoughts and not sure how to react. I cried a little when I gave a talk and they are my escape to get rest from my stress.  I want to be a better person for them and let the example grow . Now my step-mom is setting a good example for me.