|Mar 21 2012|
I swear that I am about twenty different people living in this one body and frankly it is getting a bit crowded and I am starting to wig out slightly. I haven't worked in quite a few months and have applied for Social Security in the past and was denied. I now have been hospitalized seven times and so people are suggesting that I reapply. The only problem is I can't work during the process or I will get denied and even though work is really hard for me, I need to because if I don't then my family will be broke. I have an interview tomorrow with a cosmetics company and I am very nervous. I am a freelance artist and I doubt my work greatly and I hate having to try to prove myself to others. I get really nervous and pretty much damn the situation before its even started. I don't know what to do, I know working part time would be good for me, but at this point, I just want to crawl into a hole. I don't know what to do, I need to work, but sometimes I feel like I count. The question now is to disability or not to disability. Hell I'm only 29 I know I need to work...ugh..
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