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broken

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Im desperate

Aug 02 2008

okay someone needs to talk me out of this but Im desperate,I know this is a disc problem I know its causing the nerve problem the test aren't showing it but I know it..so Im thinking about honestlycoloring myself like the stupid bodies we have to coler in at the doctors I feel like it would be easier,I can touch the spot on my neck at the dics and it sends pain down the nerve they( the docs) better give me a good reason or I might not leave the office untill they do Im desperate I know Im right and they are not leaving me like this I can not do it

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Doctors and Pain
written by Christine64, August 03, 2008

I hear you. You are hurting, and not only can't you get help, you are being treated as if you're making it up. It wouldn't be the first time doctors missed a diagnosis and the patient had to fight to be heard. The tension of having to fight makes everything worse.

The condition will get better. I know it feels like you'll have debilitating pain forever, but it will get better. I hope they have at least put you on an anti-inflamatory and a muscle relaxant. Don't paint yourself. It sounds tempting, and people with a sense of humor might understand you, but I don't think you'll get anything positive out of doctors who have already made up their minds.