Why wear a ribbon?

"My husband suffered a stroke at the age of 34. It was not diagnosed for three da..." (3boysofmine)

MDJunction to me

"To me, Mdjunction comes down to motivation. The support and information I have found here motivated me to take a very proactive stance regarding my illness. This led me to find medication and doctors that are giving me my life back.
More important than even the motivation, though, is the friendship I have found at MDJ. I have made some of the best friends of my entire life right here in this group. Even though most of us have never met, it feels as if we have known each other for years.
If Angels walk among us, and I believe that they do, most of them are here at MDJ." (aTinaL)

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broken trying to put the pieces together

I am going to write from the beginning and then hopefully everyday.. Hopefully this will help me heal and maybe help others.

Loving myself..How?

Jul 04 2012

Dad "I wish you loved yourself as much as I love you!" *kisses my forehead...

That was the most heartbreaking thing i think he has ever said to me.. i mean yeah we have had upsand downs ive hurt them A LOT but wow.. I wish you loved yourself as much as i love u.. that took my breathe away .. how do i love me.. how do i love me as much as i love my kid or my parents? how do i have enough respect for MYSELF to not give into something i dont like.. or something that hurts me.. like giving my last 10$ to someone b/c they need it for smokes and gas.. how do i love me enough to say sorry but, no! how? How do i love me?i have read somethings.. but i donno i just .. UGH..

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From the beginning

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