Bree

Christmas is coming.  My house doesn't have lights on it this year for the first time.  I would say that it bothers me, but I'm too tired to care.  My husband is taking up somuch slack around here that I wouldn't DARE mention how the lights aren't up!  LOL 

 I want to do things like I always do with tons of baking and cleaning, decorating and wrapping of gifts, but I just can't.  It frustrates me.  I'm turning into a crabby pattie (as my daughter calls me).  I've been so tired trying to be the OLD me, that I'm in bed before my kids every night!  I can't stay up past 8:30 to save my life!  The more I seen to do the more tired I am.  The more I do the more I hurt.  Still I hurt in my chest now and again.  It's annoying.  When am I going to feel better?  It's 1:30pm and there is snow on the ground, the kids are playing and all I can think is.........maybe I can get a nap in.  I've never napped in my life. (I'm not counting when I was 5 yrs old.)