|Dec 22 2008|
Christmas is coming. My house doesn't have lights on it this year for the first time. I would say that it bothers me, but I'm too tired to care. My husband is taking up somuch slack around here that I wouldn't DARE mention how the lights aren't up! LOL
I want to do things like I always do with tons of baking and cleaning, decorating and wrapping of gifts, but I just can't. It frustrates me. I'm turning into a crabby pattie (as my daughter calls me). I've been so tired trying to be the OLD me, that I'm in bed before my kids every night! I can't stay up past 8:30 to save my life! The more I seen to do the more tired I am. The more I do the more I hurt. Still I hurt in my chest now and again. It's annoying. When am I going to feel better? It's 1:30pm and there is snow on the ground, the kids are playing and all I can think is.........maybe I can get a nap in. I've never napped in my life. (I'm not counting when I was 5 yrs old.)
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