brain fog?

first and foremost md family sorry i have not been here for a while i trust and pray that everone is doing well. so much has happen since the last time i was here but through it all i am still leaning and trusting God. i am learning more and more how to deal with my life and yes my godd it is so very scary at times and i feel so totally alone. i mean i have my immediate family but as i had mentioned in one of my other entries that basically it is me and my daughter. i found myself just crying the other day for all of the people that have touched my life in some fashion one way or another and i thought about the people i have conversated here on md with and i just want to say thank you for listening and being there when i needed to be heard. i may seem as if i am rambling but my heart is heavy and i am tied of crying,worrying,wanting,hoping,wandering i really just need to exhale but at times even that frightens me...