blondee's diary

so sorry have not written in a few days, just wasnt able yesterday! has been a very busy june so far hope its not a sign as to what rest of it will be. if i do very much i really pay for it the next dayso i dont know what good it does me in the end. i guess that is where my depression comes from, im not used to letting people help me, i feel like im the one that needs to be doing it! one good thing though in these last 6 months i have found out what i can get away with and what i cant. getting off my feet every little while is a must!! for some strange reason they have started swelling some in the afternoon(as if the burning isnt enough). husbands family reunion is in another wk and i just hope i can go!