blondee's diary

good morning everyone, has been a long last few days to say the least. having so much pressure this morning  its not even funny. cant wait for thursday to get here to see dr. as long as istay off feet i can go to bathroom!!! and this  is driving me nuts. if he says lets self cath awhile and do physical therapy im going to scream bloody murder. have started having spasms again and pain, drinking lots and water and i could really use a caffiene free pepsi but dont dare touch it, and what i woudnt give for a piece of chocolate......mmnnn this having to be still is bringing up old craving (**###>><<@@ just pour myself another glass of water and play another hand of cards!!!!!!!!!!)