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tomboykimi"What MD Junction means to me is a place where i can feel like im not alone. As someone with something as rare as hydrocephalus, it feels like im the only one in the world with it. When i came to MD, its like everyone has it. It doesnt feel like im alone. And that people need to hold up a sign to say what i have, because people know. And they understand. I can get questions answered from people who have been through it rather than from doctors or people who only can tell you from a physical standpoint. THat is what MD junction means to me." (tomboykimi)

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Rachel8125 The ups & downs of life with bipolar.


Mar 09 2012

Usually dead to the world by now (11.40pm in UK), but am currently wide awake.

Took olanzapine yesterday afternoon and slept until 6.30 this morning. Now can't sleep at all.

Had panicattack after locking myself out of the house- what a muppet!

Tonight I feel barely alive. I don't feel like myself at all. I feel angry that my friends can't understand why I don't feel like going out tomorrow night. I just can't do the whole getting drunk thing at the fact the whole social thing at all. I'd be pretending. Pretending to be normal, cheerful, like everything's fine. Really I feel like I'm on the waiting list to die except the dudes upstairs haven't got round to killing me off yet, so I'm still on the conveyor belt of life, waiting to get off.

Oh well, here's hoping I feel better tomorrow ;-)


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