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being suffocated from the inside out...

why?	Jun 24 2009

why don't things ever get easier? why do i hate myself so much that i just want to stop living? why doesn't anybody notice? why doesn't anyboby care? i know why...... because i'm me.

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written by sandyone55, June 24, 2009

I know exactly how you feel. I don't know why either but I do know that God did not let my suicide attempt succeed. It should have, the doctors were amazed I survived and it was due to people coming by an out of the way place at midnight and finding me. They couldn't sleep and took a walk...nobody is ever out there..why this time? I just keep believing that for some reason I was not suppose to die. I don't know why and question God often but just keep the faith that someday I will know. Even if you are not religious, know that you are here for a reason and keep trying to find it. Each day brings you closer.

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