|Apr 27 2011|
I really want to talk with my pdoc about checking to see if I'm ADHD as well as bipolar. But I'm feeling anxious about bringing it up to her. I don't want to come off as one of those people that thinks everything is wrong with them.
Before I was diagnosed with Bipolar I took a Bipolar test and ADHD test online. Both said there was a strong possibility that I had them. That's what made me set an appointment with a doctor to start treatment. My first doctor wanted to focus on my bipolar since it is the most severe (I guess). Now I feel that my bipolar is managed, enough at least, to see if I'm ADHD as well.
I think what's pushing me to really check is the fact that I can't stay focused on anything. I've been fighting depression since I moved into my new place (that would be the bipolar, I'm sure) but I half-ass everything. My house is still mostly packed, I have boxes of things here and there that have been half unpacked. I start one thing and abandon it to go to something else only to lose interest in it and quit messing with things all together. And I really need to pull myself out of this funk and get my house in order, cause a dirty/messy/unorganized house really effects my moods.
I guess I'm really just trying to figure out a way to bring it up without sounding like I'm looking for an excuse for my behavior. I really don't know. Any thoughts? Anyone?
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