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battling my addiction

This is my thoughts and feelings for everyday that Im managing to beat this horrible drug addiction.

relasped again and feel so depressed cos I can,nt seem to get my strengh back Ive had before to beat

Dec 14 2009

Hi well i am just updating my diary and I feel worthless and can.t seem to get my strengh and motivation back that I use to have my mum has found out about my relaspe she knows me to well and I feel evenworse cos I have let her down and want to be a better parent to my daughter as everything in my life is caotic just now and I want to be the mum I use to be as I feel so guilty for my daughter when I use and want the best for her I don,t want her to grow up ashamed of me and her dad hope when I can get time to come on hear again I can say and do so much better than I am doing just now.:(

Previous diary posts by lisa79:

trying to beat this horrible addiction.
trying to beat this horrible addiction
my relaspe
This is 10mths update to managing my drug addictio...

my good steps to my recovery
My steps to my recovery.
My fun day

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written by steve571, December 15, 2009

try not to beat ur self up over it...it happens...pick urself back up an look for strength from the image of the fammily u want to be...