well just thought I would update how I,m feeling since my last entry which was nearly 2mths ago I feel alot better and am still in recovery and look and feel physically great I have learned so much frommy mistakes and have loved having this site to help me and for me to help others to, I have my good and bad days but when it is a bad day i try to keep busy and weigh out the pros and cons to using drugs and that gets me through the day by knowing that I would feel 100 times worse if I used again because the buzz I am gettin out of life now doesn,t cost money and you don,t get a comedown with it and it is great for your self belief and makes me the person I am today and makes me alot happier and healthier for it.:)