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Battles of Heart and Mind

I am nameless. I am the words of anyone who feels the same way as I do. This is all I feel, for the first time, without inhibitions.

Divine Intervention

Apr 02 2012

Quick Facts:

1. I questioned God's existence yesterday.

2. I told Him if He really does exist then make things right.

3. Professors called me and told me I'm going to graduate with one condition.

4. I will live with my school adviser until April 30th (graduation day). They're gonna monitor my behavior and make sure I do my school requirements until then.

*Note: This is not a normal thing in my college, I'm like, an exception or something.

5. I got a therapist. FOR FREE! (wife of my professor)

So there. A lot of things happening.

Gonna be rehabilitating myself for a while I guess. LOL. I feel so much better since I'm being productive. And I'll have someone stable to guide me through the following weeks.

I know not everyone can demand something like that to God and get results right away....

So if He does exist... I'm really hoping He does.

I'm very thankful to Him. :)

Previous diary posts by ilostmyheart:

The Aftermath Sucks. :(
Panic Attack :(
Silence is Deadly...
Calm after the Storm
Short-Lived Happiness

Finally Okay! Kinda. LOL.
Source of Comfort = Numbness
Well Loved but Lonely
Journal Entry #01
Breaking Relationships is Easy

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written by ange2009, April 03, 2012

about god s existence,i had my doubts in the past,and 3 years ago,found myself praying like i never did before...well yes sometimes you have to find something to survive in a difficult situation..may be a bit of a coward reaction..oh well.Now i have my own spiritual faith,i ask god every morning and every night..to give me the strenght to accept any challenge coming my way..I never ask god to fix things..because he cant.
but we can .it is a lesson we are suppose to learn.

written by Rosa77, April 03, 2012

God doesn't always eliminate painful experiences from our lives, but His Spirit will guide you through anything. Draw close to Him, pray, & keep praying.