|Mar 30 2012|
Well, this is a boring day actually. Nothing much to write about. I would just like to share that I feel better now than most days of the past few weeks. The other day I've gone from being supersad to happy to furious and then sad again... It's just emotionally tiring sometimes to be me.
It's like all those feelings I hide away... for days, weeks, or years... They somehow find their way out of me whether I liked it or not. Feelings I didn't even know I still had.
This is one of the setbacks of being a person like me, who does not know how to show anger at someone for hurting them. A person could hurt me so bad, and I could just think of their positive traits and smile at them instead of getting angry... Leaving me with pent up emotions I didn't know I had.
I feel okay now though. I'm calm and feel like I could actually get things done. Unlike the past few weeks when doing anything, even the simplest of things... would take so much effort.
For now, I feel normal. :)
Finally Okay! Kinda. LOL.
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