|Nov 13 2010|
I can't tell you how long it's been since I've had some clarity. It's as if I've lost my mind. I used to be sharp, quick-witted, and focused. Now those faculties have escaped me. I can't remember anything. It's as if I've got early onset of dementia. It's embarrassing.
I have to believe it's the combination of medications, because to believe otherwise is too devastating. I have to fight everyday against this disorder (Bipolar II) and it is wearing me down. I started with a new pdoc last week, so I'm praying he'll have answers.
I also have a hard time finding words (as I am right now) to express myself. I feel like I don't have control of my body. I am in a fog waiting for the sun...
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