Okay, it is now Saturday, May 10th and it's still raining here. It's been gray and gloomy for the past 3 days now. I haven't seen even the slightest hint of the sun. I'm not a functional person in gloomy weather. I need sunshine to be motivated and energetic. When it's gloomy its as if all of my happiness, hope, and creativity is sucked out of me. I'm pretty much non-functional during gloomy, rainy weather. I just saw the weather report and it doesn't look like the sun will be showing itself in my world until Tuesday. How am I suppose to function? I start a new job on Monday, and I'm have so many reservations that I'm literally worrying myself sick. I've been very moody the past few days and everyone in my household is disgusted with me. They have a hard time understanding me...especially my husband. He thinks I can just "snap" out of my mood. I wish he had one ounce of knowledge of the war that goes on in my head on a daily basis. It's only 9:40AM and I'm already wanting to hit the bed and go to sleep! I hate it when I'm like this. PLEASE SUN...come out soon and brighten my spirit!