I think keeping a diary will help me vent about my good and bad days and new symptoms I am having. http://www.mdjunction.com/diary/arthritis-and-fibroymlgia Sun, 26 May 2013 00:30:53 +0100 FeedCreator 1.7.2 http://www.mdjunction.com/diary/arthritis-and-fibroymlgia/best-news-of-my-life I GO TO THE DOCTOR TOMORROW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! kdevlaeminck http://www.mdjunction.com/diary/arthritis-and-fibroymlgia/no-school-today I woke up in SO much pain!! I pushed myself to get out of bed to go take a hot bath, I stayed in there for about 30 minutes. I got out, Didn&#39;t work at all.. :( I stayed home from school. Slept forabout 4 more hours and woke up to me trying to get out of bed and pain Shooting up my left leg, and my knee just giving out... Ugh. &lt;/3 kdevlaeminck http://www.mdjunction.com/diary/arthritis-and-fibroymlgia/sigh-136868 <p>I guess I got what I wanted in the last entry... An hour pain free. Only it wasn&#39;t so pain free. I was in so much pain my brain couldn&#39;t even doing anything. So, I just layed in bed, Numb. Every thing was numb. I&#39;m so tired, tired of fighting to get out of bed in the morning, force myself to go to school when I cant focus anyways, or get anything done. This is drained the life out of me.... And I&#39;m 14 years old. Whats my future going to be like.... I wish this would go away. & [...] kdevlaeminck http://www.mdjunction.com/diary/arthritis-and-fibroymlgia/ugh-136750 I&#39;m really tired of this. Tired of being sick, sore, and not doing normal things a teenager would do. LIKE TAKING NOTES IN CLASS!!! I really tired. I don&#39;t want to deal with this anymore. :( Iwish I something could just take it all away just for one day... ONE HOUR. All my days have been bad ones for the past 4 months... I just need a break from everything.... Ugh, someone help me please. :(&nbsp; kdevlaeminck http://www.mdjunction.com/diary/arthritis-and-fibroymlgia/day-3-136496 So... It seriously took me an hour to get out of bed this morning. My body aches SOO bad :( I took my heating pad to school with me today, I used it... But, It didn&#39;t help much. My Wrist and hand gave me a lot of pain today. I started writing a&nbsp;sentence and I couldnt. I look at my hand..... SWOLLEN. It was huge :o I&#39;m really tired today. I have a cheer banquet an about.... 2 hours. Yay :) I miss it.... I miss walking without pain, :( 21 mores days.... kdevlaeminck http://www.mdjunction.com/diary/arthritis-and-fibroymlgia/dont-believe-in-yourself-anymore-read-this <p>Today, when I got home my mom gave me a&nbsp;bracelet&nbsp;that said believe on it. I tried putting it on my wrist. (It&#39;s the type you slide on) It didn&#39;t fit, it was to small. I struggled &amp; struggled to get it on. I gave up. An hour later I tired again. I struggled to get it on once again. I finally got it on. I started thinking about how hard it was to get that stupid bracelet on. I related it to my health, I stopped believing in myself, my family, my friends, and my doctors. It [...] kdevlaeminck http://www.mdjunction.com/diary/arthritis-and-fibroymlgia/day-2-136386 So... I started my morning off, in PAIN. Took a hot bath, Not helping anymore... Today was alot better for my depression though! Thats always good. I signed up for a program at school to make my life easier when dealing with school. I also, found out that next year I will be talking core classes online, but going to school for 2 periods a day! Yay. :) I&#39;m happy about that! But, hopefully I will be better by the time next school year starts..... *sigh* But, I don&#39;t think my legs are to ha [...] kdevlaeminck http://www.mdjunction.com/diary/arthritis-and-fibroymlgia/day-1-of-diary Today, I woke up in extreme pain, and extreme thirst!! I took a hot bath this morning to help easy up the pain. It worked, but only for a little. Walking around my class 1st period, and my hip and backjust locked up to where I couldn&#39;t walk. Kind of&nbsp;embarrassing, when I&#39;m 14 walking like an old lady would in the middle of class. I noticed in 2nd period I had a large bruise on my hand, I started thinking about it &nbsp;&amp; I have been getting unknown bruises on me for the last coup [...] kdevlaeminck