|Feb 09 2011|
Today has been a up and down day, I feel good then I feel bad, I took molly pop for a walk though and just got home, my fiances friends here, I'm paranoid again, because I think hes only here togive him drugs, I told him I wanted to go to the bar (I wanted to play pool and get out, getting out makes me feel better) and he could have met us there instead hes coming by the house? Its fishy to me because he never does that.
/shrug. Whatever. Anyway I wanted to write to let those of you who actually read what I have to say that I might not be blogging here any more, I find it makes me feel better when I'm actually writing in my journal with pen, I tend to let more out. So .. yeah
I'm grabbing a shower, finishing up my laundry then getting out of the house, grabbing a good chick flick or disney movie (love happy movies!) and watching it then going to sleep, tomorrows my friday Im off this friday! Woot! <3
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