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April 30, 2012

Trying to understand me

When is enough, enough?

May 04 2012

I woke up this morning, rose up out of bed.. then moaned softly, as I realized it was going to be one of those days. Both knees were swollen and inflamed from arthritis. *sighs* I had a full schedule today and now, I have to deal with this, on top of my back issues, yeah.. just wasn't the right time for more pain.

I have finally broken down and accepted the fact that using a Rollator helps my pain issues, but after today's errands, I wonder if perhaps I'm in need of a scooter. I have been using the scooters provided at the local stores, but like today, none of them were available, and by the time I was at the checkout, the clerk was wanting to call someone to help me. I was in so much pain, I was almost in tears. Is it time? I don't see back surgery in my future any time soon, nor do I see a way for me to drop my extra weight, as most of my meds have side effects that cause weight gain. I'm pretty stable on that, neither dropping or gaining. I will be asking my PCP in a few weeks when I go to see him, and see what he says..

If any of you actually read this, any thoughts?

Namaste

Previous diary posts by Donalayo:

The good ol' medicine game
My EZ Button

May 1, 2012-Vomiting up my past
April 30, 2012

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written by scorpioj, May 04, 2012

I have had similar thoughts lately. It seems that now with my back issues along with my knee hurting with most movement, I wonder about starting to rely on these at least on occasion.I know the frustration of meds causing weight gain. I have gained 30 pounds in the five years I have had RSD, as a result of meds and less ability to walk and workout.You will be best to listen to your body day to day, some days you may need more assistance with the use of a scooter and other days you may enjoy the exercise of walking. Hard to give up independance and admit to the severity/extent of the disability causing this change in our lives.
Hugs,
scorpioj

written by Donalayo, May 04, 2012

Thanks for your comments Scorpioj.. it's nice to see someone take a moment to show they let you into their life even for a brief moment. It's nice to have a sounding board here. I hope you have more pain free days.
Thanks again
Namaste