|Mar 17 2008|
It was a really rough weekend. I am having more and more pain that nothing is controlling and Jim was being a D##k this weekend. He gets into these moods and all he does is pick and yell. I have triedto explain the pain that I feel that day and he just does not understand. I know one time after listening to a commercial on Fibrol. Jim actually told me that he was not sure that he could handle what I am going through. But then other days he acts like I am just making it up and I try to tell him that stress is a reactor for Fibro. But it is like when he is having a bad day he takes it out on everyone, mainly me. Now my daughter is getting more and more like a teenager where if she does not get what she wants then she gets an attitude and starts to yell at me . I know that she does come to me later and apologizes but I guess that it is the point. I do not make her do chores during the week and she does not have that many rules but since she has had to do dishes for the last week since I had that cyst removed from my finger. She acts like it has caused her nothing but problems. Sometimes I think that If I do not do everything that Sarah and Jim wants the way they want then I am the bad seed. You are proably wondering what this has to do with my good and bad days is that I have not had a day where the pain was under a ten and here lately it is always up in the 100's. I think that as long as I can keep going then they do not understand where I come from.
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