|Jun 03 2012|
|May 16 2012|
was akward talking to someone who doesnt have a clue whats going on in my life, my previous therapist left, so this one only took my file when i got there, took my old records out without reading themwhich meant i had to sit there and explain every freakin thing of whats going on in my life past and present.
well she said its my negativity is causing the depression,well i knew that. now...
|May 15 2012|
I was ranting and raving last night about how nervous i am for my first therapy session in years. so i get up this morning feeling like shit, nose burning throat sore..damn flu! anyway i still dressget ready and so forth, just before i walk out the door i grab my appointment card, theres the date in big black letters 16MAY!! Its the 15th of may today here, oh my gosh i even wrote it down wrong...
|May 14 2012|
They say let go of the past and move on..dont know how to do that
Last week was the toughest time of the year for me. when my mom passed away 16 years ago i thought it would get bettereveryone told me it would, time heals wounds. not this wound. Yes i agree everything happens for a reason, but death? i know its not our decision when we go, where i went after my mom died, was a...
|Dec 09 2011|
|Dec 01 2011|
|Nov 30 2011|
|Nov 19 2011|
|Oct 16 2011|
What does it mean when you have been diagnosed with bmd and your stepmother says "there's nothing wrong with you"(might i add shes got a Psychology degree)??When im alone i feelsoooooo depressed but then when im around people im mostly fine.So who does that make me..sometimes i will just sit there and think the strangest things, like cant they see thru my mask, and then othe...
|Oct 15 2011|
|Oct 14 2011|
hope i will be sleeping soon after cutting myself badly,am so tired of all this,took 3 sleeping tablets which are affecting my tyyping so im off im gonna crawl to my bed coz in cant walk and hopefullysleep thanks briany2138 for all you support my friend
|Nov 30 1999|
Iv found myself posting stuff everyday, going thru a tough time. think i should start keeping a diary here (i kind of wondered off when i started) at least then i can try and gather my thoughts..
Yesterday after this post, i just broke down and cried for about an hour..went to sleep and felt a bit better untill a trigger on the tv started everything all over again. my ex emailed me...