My mom is still in the hospital. She cant really talk now and the doctors say she may have to use one of those things you put over your throght and it sounds all mechanical to talk now. I just dontget it. Everything was fine untill the one doctor jammed the new treach down her throght. I think he messed something up down there.

Anyway, the reason I was writing was that I really miss calling my mom every morning. I did that every day around 7 or 8. I miss talking to her so much. Even when I go to see her its not the same. Yeah I always did the majority of talking but now she cant talk and has to write and I try to finish her sentances for her and I am sure it drives her nuts. Plus I really suck at reading lips so I dont even try because I never get it right.

I am just really praying that she will be able to talk again someday!

I set up my ride to my ect on monday. The van is picking me up at 7:00 and I dont need to be to the hospital untill 8:30. So, I am eather going to have a long drive or a long wait. No clue how I am getting home yet. Kind of a wait and see thing. There are 3 different people that may pick me up. We just call them when I am done, I have to sit there for a half hour anyways and that gives whoever time to come get me. I was worried about that but then a friend offered. My hubby may not be able to leave and my mom may be moving to the "home" at that time.