I am so frustrated. I don't go back to the pain clinic for another week so I have been doing some research on med prices on some meds that they want to give me For cymbalta I have to take neurontinfirst unless I want to pay full price and I did a couple of years ago and it didnt help. Why would I want to take it again if it didnt help the first time?? Then even after I did that I would need Prior authorization from my insurance company to get it anyways and that takes a few days. Then for Lyrica I need a prior authorization for that. I am just so pissed off! I hurt soo bad and cant afford to keep going into the doctor every 10 days because they are only trying one medicine at a time and none of them have helped! I have to be killing my liver because I eat tylenol like its candy. I am just hoping that maybe its helping me a little. I am tired of complaining to these people all te time and they have no compassion for me what so ever! What am I supposed to do? I know what I am going to do. Cut myself again, just a little deeper this time so it hurts longer. That way when I push on it it will make me think of pain that I am in controll of! I am tired of the damn doctors being in controll of my pain. I think they get off on it! Besides the fact that I am paying for thier kids to go to private school and dont even know what I am feeding my family for dinner tonight!