I am so physically and mentally drained I keep forgetting what day it is. I cant believe that it is only monday and that my mom only went into the hospital over a day ago.

Tomorrow they are goingto take her out of sedation and see how coherant she is and talk to her about the treach. It is totally her decision but she needs to be able to fully comprehend everything. We dont know how long she was out for before my dad found her so we are not sure if she is mentally ok or not. If she decides not to get it done she will die. I am not clear on how long it would be but thats what the out come will be. I am getting mixed messages from the doctors and nurses because one said that the breathing tube will never come out unless she gets the trech or just decides to go home but another told me something different. So its confusing.

I am sure my sister will be coming home tomorrow. My daughter is with her. They were on vacation. I have tried to be pretty honest with my daughter but have with held the out come because so far I am not sure what my mom will do.

I am sad and I miss my mom. I love her very much!