I woke up this morning in alot of pain. I had to take off my fentanyl patch yesterday because it was making me sleep all day again which probably means it is going to stop working for me again. Thatswhat happened last time on the lower dose. I slept about 6 hours during the day yesterday and 12 hours last night. Not normal. Thank god yesterday and today are days off for me. I dont really know what I should do. Do I put a new patch on today because I was supposed to anyways and see if the same thing happens or try to tough it out? I guess I need to wake up more first and then see.

My one friend did call me again yesterday and realizes that things werent right in here head and she went to the hospital. I was happy to hear that. I was surprised that they didnt keep her though. They just put her on new meds and sent her home. I hope they help her quickly because I guess she has been telling people aroung her apartment thet her husband has been abusing her and worse. I hope she gets better.

I am feeling more depressed. I know it takes a long time for cymbalta to work but I am so worried that it wont for me. I just dont have fun like I use to and nothing is interesting anymore and its getting harder for me to read my books and that is something I love to do. I still have a month and a half untill I see my psychiatrist!