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Prayers

May 11 2010

This man has been following me for a week or so. No one else can see him or hear but me. He asks me to do horrible things but sometimes I can't understand him. I pray for him to leave me alone. Let me be. Don't talk to me. Don't look at me!

Today I also saw bugs. They were crawling on the floor. Gross but no one could see them.

This man follows me to work and home. Sometimes I am so scared that I feel physically sick. He asks me to do horrible things. Will he ever leave me? Will I ever be free? I can feel his presence. I can hear him breathe. Today I heard him come into my room at work. I hid in the closet. I prayed that he wouldn't see me or hear me.

Please Dear God help me. Please Please Please

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written by Dit, May 11, 2010

Have you told your pdoc about this man? If you don't tell your pdoc you probably will keep on seeing him. If you want to stop seeing this man that scares you, tell your pdoc and maybe they can give you more medication. Sounds like you are illusionating. I will pray for you, take care, i'm glad you shared this with us.