Why wear a ribbon?

"I support the dual diagnosed!" (CatHealing)

MDJunction to me

"MDJ has saved my life, I was a recoverying addict, feeling so alone and helpless, then I found MDJ. Sharing my story w/ others and getting support and comfort has made me a stronger person. Being able to help someone who is all alone and in so much pain is so rewarding
I have met some great ppl that have had a strong influence on my life. MDJ gave me my life back.." (anamore)

more testimonials

A New Me Starting Today

I will make a entry into my diary everyday tracking whether I binged and burged. My hope is this will help hold myself accountable knowing that I have to enter how I did eachday!

8/29/2010

Aug 29 2010

I began the support group today as an effort to hold myself accountable. Today was a hard day. I was home alone most of the day, which is always a problem. I ate random things and purged after trying hard not to. After that I went to Taco Bell and got icecream and purged. The last time I purged was 730 tonight. :( I felt sick and defeated and feel like enough is enough. Everyday I purge I tell myself it will be the last time... it never is. I had went three days without purging prior to today. So tomorrow starts day one of not purging. Right now I am 20lbs overweight. My goal weight is 145, so I feel I have a healthy view of what I want. I do not want to go back to a life of starving and restricting like I did when I was anorexic. I am tired of food ruling my life!

Comments (2) Add Comment

written by ninamarie1324, September 02, 2010

I think this daily journal is a fabulous tool for you! I'm so excited to read more about your journey!

written by NewMe1, September 03, 2010

Thanks!!