Sometimes, I don't sleep.  This is one of those times.  I also won't keep writing in this journal as much as I am right now!  I am kind of really scared right now and that is reallypushing me to find an answer.  A week ago, a boy in my little brother's class (sophomore) died of an anyurism (sp?).  That's why I went to the ER when I started blacking out and losing my hearing along with my migraine.  They checked everything--back of my eyes, optic nerves, sinus cavities... and they did a CT scan.  It came back normal, but I know there is something wrong, so I am going to make changes until I am better.