|Mar 27 2012|
The pain in my hands, wrists, feet, knees, elbows, shoulder blades.. you name it, is still so bad.When it gets really bad I also get that stupid chest pain with it, which for me is the worst. The overkill exhaustion that makes me sleep in my car at lunch, and almost fall asleep on the way home driving. Yesterday I know that I dozed off for a few seconds, and that is not acceptable.
How long will I be able to continue at my job lifting heavy charts, writing all of those reports, opening those heavy steel doors with a key ( ooooh so painful to the wrists and hands)... I have no idea. The thought terrifies me that I may need to give it up, because I'm the main breadwinner with the health benefits. I try to live in the moment and not think of the future, but dear God what would we do.
So off to work I go, despite my body's protests. Praying in a couple of hours I'll feel better, once I'm in the thick of it.
Lord, please place your loving hand gently on my shoulder and guide me through yet another day of agony and challenge.
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