There's so much that I want to accomplish. I want to be a midwife. I want to teach kindergarten. I want to write children's books. I want to be a mother. I want to have my own children. I wantto lead a normal life. It's tough knowing that there are so many things that I won't be able to do... I don't know if I'll be able to be a midwife, or teach. I don't know if I am going to end up giving birth to my own children, because Jason and I might just end up adopting instead. I don't want my children to have the pain I do. 

I want this pain to end. I really wish I could find some way for it to diminish... it would really be nice.

I think I need to keep doing some research... I don't know enough about Fibromyalgia yet.