A DAY AT A TIME (with my recovering fiance)

Had a decent weekend aside from a few little arguements. Most importantly he stayed clean with the exception of a tiny bit of pot. Not that I'm okay with any drug at this point but this weekendit was the least of my problems compared to what he was doing. Today he found out that his drug test was moved from tomorrow until wedsnesday. Ding Ding Ding.. he's not back on the prowl for xanax. Wonderful..... =/ I'm not giving him any money though. So, we will probably fight, but I'd rather be fighting than enabling. I'm ready for this to end...

I just can't grasp why he thinks he needs it? He was fine all weekend, fine today, but as soon as he finds out his drug test is moved -- he "needs" it. I suppose that's the mind of an addict. He doesn't even really care if he gets it, he just wants to look for it and if he can get his hands on it, he will take it. I just don't get it... Blah.