Why wear a ribbon?

"cos I suffer from depression, bipolar &borderline personality" (hotcutie)

MDJunction to me

"I have suffered from depression most of my life, but had some long, non-depressed times. The last 16 years have been an on-going, constantly worsening nightmare for me medically, socially and with my family. 11/2008 to the present has been the worst time in my life, and new things just keep piling up. During that time I’ve gone from being mostly homebound to being totally homebound due to the errors of about 2 dozen doctors who overmedicated me so badly that I came home w/ 4 conditions I didn’t go in with. I spent months wanting to die, and finding MDJ may well have saved my life. It’s one of the worst feelings to know that nobody on earth needs you for anything; but now that I’ve been a group leader for awhile, there are people here who need me. Thanks MDJ." (Sylvia4648)

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4 Husbands/ 300 jobs later

Really, really hoping I might find some hope through this group/forum. I used to be an outstanding writer. I used to be a lot of things. Was diagnosed bipolar 6 mos. ago, after being in denial for nearly 30 years after the initial diagnosis. I have never in my life felt normal. I have no friends. I don't like to be around people, b/c they don't talk to me or make me feel comfortable. I hope to find FRIENDS here.

CONVERTIBLE cruising

Apr 03 2012

has been very therapeutic. Been driving Kris all over to doc appts and have been enjoying the beautiful weather to and fro. It's raining now, but I do have a good start on a tan. Last year I could not take the heat AT ALL b/c of the Lithium. I hope that does not happen again. Wreaks havoc on my dating.

I can't keep up with Quinton. He has way more energy than me. I never feel like taking him out and letting him romp. This too shall pass.

Had an awesome time Brandon's yesterday. He grilled some awesome ribs. My mouth is still watering.

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