|Sep 03 2009|
So i decided I am going to name my baby alberto instead of alonzo because it means noble and bright I love the name alonzo but I think I don't want to remind my son he has to fight his whole life long just to get some happiness ready for battle=alonzo wow my child has to come out ready for battle for this war of love and life he should come out happy and that's all i want health and smiles. I am now 16 weeks 4 months pregnant Since today. I'm still single but i could care less. Making new friends in regular schooling doing wonderful still reading to my baby becoming more and more excited. My mom and I are fighting more but at the end of the day I love her. My dad isn't comiing back Just feeding me more lies. I'm just trying to figure out how things are going to be after Feels wierd feels like just yesterday I was at school most known very smart with my next 10 years planned out and now I'm living the same life only now I'm not selfesh I have someone else to think about. Every one thinks that we can't handle it because were teens and that We can't do anything now you right we can't do anything we can do EVERYTHING. Go beyond limits and standards be whatever. And take care of a little life don't think I am living in a dream world I'M NOT. I just refused to be 16 a mom and being nothing just sitting at home with my son living off of welfare talkin bout my baby daddy no I've lived that life and not that it was bad but i want my son to know he can be better than that because his mom was. She was rapped at 15 pregnant and hated but she raised above it and became so much more.
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