ok..so this morning was my first doctor appointment...it was really exciting but i was really nervous to.  My older sister went with me...but anyways when i got my prenatal vitamins and they wereexplaining everything with me i guess reality actually hit me big time cause i broke down cryin on them...i felt soo bad but i couldnt help it...it just really hit me all the sudden..they let me sit in a back room and i was just bawling my eyes out and my sister was tryin to comfort me and she started crying..it was just an emotional day for me i guess...but afterwards we went out to eat and she even bought stuff for the baby already lol..neutral stuff cause they said im 5-6 weeks and we dont know what the baby is yet obviously... all my emotions are so screwd up right now..kevin is moving in with me, im goin to have a baby..its just all so scary cause its like i have to grow up so fast all of the sudden..i know its my fault to begin with and i wouldnt change a thing..i guess im just letting my nerves get the best of me..