Today I feel like the clock looks! First day off the tegretol, and only on the seroquel, and I really feel out of whack. Almost feels like I'm on a very low dose of lsd. I know i'm in for arough week with the med change. I'm concerned if I will be able do any work, and really need to. Had to cancel a date for tonite, and it's the second time with her, says she understands, but how could she. I feel like an ass, i know she was so looking forward to seeing Little Freddie King and so was i. The good thing  is that at least my customer is a friend,, I know he WILL understand,but here i go having to explain myself. I am SOOOO F*&^(%G tired of it. Well hope for the best and expect the worst.