|May 30 2011|
from today on i will start this diary. i didnt really know how to start, but a good friend told me do it it will help ya. so i will.
ive been a mess lately. confused, scared. didnt reallyknow where to turn to anymore. i wonder if this will get better, well i guess thats the reason why im starting this.
today im doing a little better. these flashbacks are wearing me out. but somehow i know, with help, im strong enough to get passed this. i wanna forget, but this is impossible. its more like denying it. i wish i could change it but this day happened. the memories will never end. the horrific memories are still in my mind. but i have to move on. i cant quit. Kathleen never wants me too, and i know now shes with me and watches over me. im gonna do this for her and for my own well being.
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