Life happens

I was looking forward to this weekend but today seems to be going by so fast. I am still in my pjs and its almost 5 oclock PM.  I wanted to get so many things done today but I dont feel very sogreat. My chest hurts again.... just stress. I hate going to the grocery store and I need to go. I always seem to go when they are super busy and I get in the line that comes to halt. I run into anyone I dont want to see and I can never find the items I really want.

I have been so depressed, I have not wanted to cook or do much of anything. But we cannot afford to eat out all the time, so I do not have much of a choice. I love to cook, its the clean up that gets me down. And he always wants me to stop and cook when I am busy doing something else.

I just want to cry today. I wish I could stop time for a few hours and rest.