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"i feel i did enough for my kids, i do not see them much. or grand kids, even when we live 20 miles apart. i get tired of chasing after them. they do not like my way of thinking..." |
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"Went to the heart specialist today to see how bad my heart failure is because for two weeks we have thought I was in heart failure.After a few test Dr. Gupta came in and said we have good and bad news..." |
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"i have drifted from 8 years of school and part time jobs, i have had 35 jobs, just trying to make a living. i finally started working at night by myself and lived in country never having to deal with ..." |
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"well , i know a lot of ppl have it worse off than me, i am just starting see last of the light, i am tired all the time, is it the drugs? or just don;t give a damm, is it..." |
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"Feel bad today. I am on this roller coaster of emotions and i cant get off of this ride. I feel good for a week or two maybe even three but then it hits. All the sadness, self harm, agitation, etc. Iv..." |
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"Happy spring everyone!It seems I have totally neglected writing in my diary lately, I do hope to write more now - let it be my spring resolution ;-)As opposed to my diary... a lot of work was put into..." |
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"lately i have gotten to where any tv program drives me up the wall. is it because of the propaganda being send across the air or wire ways? why listen to it, sounds like more crap each day..." |
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"Hi on may 1 I went to GI doc . I told him the kidney doc was trying to find out about why I was losing blood .. This is so confusing being that I have heart trouble diabeties thyroid asthma and severa..." |
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"Right now there is so much going on. First the tragedy in Boston knocked everyone's socks off. Leaving everyone in fear and wondering Why? But yet that is not really ours to wonder. Our jobs..." |
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"after being in hospital and having a couple stents put in, it makes me feel coming close to end of my life. i do not fear it. i have been close to death to many times i guess and something..." |
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"Bipolar doesnt only hurt me. I ts hurts my family too. Very depressed and want to isolate, cut and or thousand other symptoms. Wish i could comfort them but i cant even do that myself. I didint ask fo..." |
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"I am having a very bad day. thoughts of suicide and self harm. Talk to my counselor today and she says get over it and upped my lithium. Trying to figure out how to get these thoughts out of my head" |
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"been going to a new counselor for abt 6 months and had too sign a contract with her and my psych doctor. four things i have to do go by or my contract is terminated. one be sober 3 months and iv done ..." |
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"I am so feeling anxious, depressed, and scared right now. Have to go to a Easter egg hunt with my 9 yr old son today and its freakin me out so bad. I dont know y maybe cause i never did this as a kid ..." |
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"I was diagnosed with Bipolar ii about 2 yrs ago, now they say i have ptsd and borderline personality disorder. Trying to figure out how to over come one is hard but how to overcome three. Very scared ..." |
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"are humans always needing something to feel better, it could be food,drink,drug, a hug or pat on the back, a good morning kiss to slow we care enough we are here. how far different are we ..." |
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"do we seek pleasure instead of truth ? is pain close to pleasure, do we hide with pleasure to not see the truth? the pain from the past is it like a pleasure of the present ? physical pain is it..." |
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"i normally feel up and up, but since coming out of hospital for couple stents that were put in, i have been down a lot, right after i got out, it was real bad, the kind of what the heck why go on type..." |
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"i have had a lot of brushes with the here after in my life, started as a wild teen to couple years in a war as a marine, then the troubled years of living in a suicidal mental state , not taking my on..." |
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"So many of you here have poured out your love and prayers to me and have asked for updates so here goes. I wish the news was better but I always tell it like it is.I have the same two Pyoderma G..." |
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"i just had 2 stents put in. i just had all the tests and nothing showed up. even in emergency room. i am glad a doctor had a 6th sense something was not right. and he had camera put up my arm to heart..." |
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"Hello once again my dear friends and family here. For all of you that knows me and many of you who don't I got bite by a brown recluse spider in May of 1997. I have had numerous surgeries on my le..." |
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"well i went trailering, been warm in central texas. 1st place i went to was blanco state park, nice place , anyway i met some young veterans in there trailers, next thing i am drinking way to mu..." |
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" Hello one and all you yes you all of my dear friends who have become family to me here at MDJ!! Do you know how special you truly are? Well let me tell you.I was typing away today when I post in..." |
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"i have not written anything in a month. i am hibernating thru the winter i guess, i have found tv is the biggest thing that messes with my mind , the crap that comes out there, mostly the news, so dep..." |
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