|
A community of patients, family members and friends dedicated to dealing with Alcoholism, together.
|
| Group Home | Forums | Articles | Members (838) | Diaries | Videos | Leaders | Guidelines |
|
Alcoholism Community› Alcoholism Diaries
Latest Alcoholism Diaries
|
"not real happy being analized by someone but i do like her and she's not pushy. it is no surprise i care i have always been like that but i guess im not being cautious of who im caring for. appare..." |
|
"I feel like I need to move far away to really start fresh. I see the liquor store I used to go to everyday, Its a big city but almost every liquor store I see I remember going to at some point. It sti..." |
|
|
"As those of you who have been standing with me know, I have been going through a life crisis of enormous proportions...in addition to the active heroin addict daughter (21) who is out of contact. ..." |
|
|
"Im sorry I was not around the first 8 months of your life, I dont think about it much because it hurts, when you were first born you looked right at me to care for you and I wanted to but I did not, w..." |
|
|
"well today it was painful i'm at a treatmant center dealing on my discovery and recovery to quit drinking and dealing with my separetion.but i start thinking about STBX that i want to c..." |
|
|
"it is going on 8-9 weeks now that daughter cut contact. am doing better now than I was " |
|
|
"went to the tdoc actually wasnt that bad im gonna see her again. but both my gdoc and this new one both told me i just cant stop a med or take it when i want to. now that im feeling better i hate sayi..." |
|
|
"so of course a good day has to be followed by a crummy day. but the difference is although i was hurt again i felt bad for a little while and just kept going on. its not worth getting all pissed off o..." |
|
|
"first off im feeling better that always a good thing. starting to get sleep again not as anxious i remembered to eat!! so many helped and listened to get me here and i thank you. but i have had a very..." |
|
|
"I wish I could understand my self a little more. I wish I could understand my own family a little more, but we are too far apart to talk about anything that matters. All I can do is observe and wonder..." |
|
|
"i tend to do this a lot. i trust when i know i shouldnt. and everytime i get hurt. well not this time. i was hurt, but i feel so much better today than the last week and a half i had to look at the so..." |
|
|
Felt trapped, but now feeling like need to continue with current plan...start over in Chile...love d "I have done work on myself...starting after the death of a child 23 years ago. I tried to get my family help for many years as well, but as they grew into teenager hood...they went the 'fun' r..." |
|
|
Went through; thank you for the support...I am exhausted but the deep anger and rage are gone for no "although the stuff I did and said in anger and honesty over the past few days were really hard and have had boundaries set on me...I believe that it was supposed to happen. I fight anger to the death...." |
|
|
"first to all of the kind caring loving people here who saw something was wrong and wrote me or hugged me or pmed me or replied in a post thank you. i really have no clue whats wrong and one more day o..." |
|
|
"I still miss her most days. Or, more accurately, I miss the person I thought she was and the happy marriage I thought we had. If I thought it were possible to return to that, I would do anything. But ..." |
|
|
"im trying, hard. but each day this week just gets worse. i dont trust anybody anymore. to many people telling me what i should and should not do.i know im in trouble but i dont even want help anymore...." |
|
|
"lord knows i dont want to but after this week i better do something. i cant promise ill go through with it but i can promise i will give it a try. and anyone here who knows me knows i never break a pr..." |
|
|
"I just had a huge codependency relapse...so understand what you are writing. I had to work on detachment for years...I couldn't do it. I needed to 'fix'...I am a CFO/Financial Controller b..." |
|
|
"i have a meltdown agree to something i DO NOT WANT TO DO and im still getting shit from people. so why???? should i do this????? " |
|
|
"im ready. yup i have had more up and downs this last year than i would have like to have had. but i certainly had much more serious things happen throughout my life. because abuse made such an impact ..." |
|
|
"I am well in to week two on 300 mgs and I am not a happy camper. This week I have been having massive brain fog where I have to strain to think, most of the time it feels like my mind is blank. Like m..." |
|
|
"i know what i want to write but cant. ive deleted it three times comments and all. which is ridiculous. i know what i need to say i know what i need to do but once again i wont. ill just let it go lik..." |
|
|
"well took a chance again and it was really worth it. it was a very nice day even though i am no more closer to understanding my friend than i was before. but all i need to know is that he is a good pe..." |
|
|
"When I started hearing the word 'codependant' years ago I wasn't sure I understood or believed what it meant. All I knew was that the sayings and the symptoms discussed fit me. Many people..." |
|
|
"im not allowing anyone anymore to make me feel like crap. i like me, a lot, and it took a very long time and a very good friend to make me see that. i end up being nice and being walked on. screw all ..." |
|
Results 1 - 10 of 1956 << Start < Prev 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10 Next > End >> |
|