Agoraphobic dealing with PTSD Support Group

Hello my name is Racheal and i am 28 years old. I currently live with my boyfriend in a one bedroom apartment. It is very nice and cozy. I have had trouble dealing with anxiety around people for as long as i can remember. I have always been afraid of what people are thinking about me and things like that and it does affect my social life tremendously. I have always found myself to be a very caring person though and despite my struggles i still offer help to those in need. I was diagnosed with bipolar 1 in my early 20's and that is around the time i really started to notice i had a fear of people and being around them. I also had a very hard childhood and i was neglected and emotionally and mentally abused by my family so i am still struggling with the trauma of all of that and learning how to treat myself better and stay positive. It can be very hard to stay positive and hopeful but it is possible and can be done with patience and understanding. I want to help others that are in pain like i am and make them see that there is more to life than this.